the flossy flossy

cg outing today was certainly fun. as in, we were supposed to go to marina to catch a movie but cos we had to walk to citylink and were all lazyy we decided to go town instead. but then i didn't bring my specs so we went to holland v's settler's cafe instead. (: it was surprisingly fun la, though quite ex although both june and elijah said it was cheaper than pasta mania which joyce was just DYING to go. it was like hundred and thirty something so yeah. quite ex la. but it was still uber fun playing the dog game and the uglyuglyugly game so yay! (: but after playing the dog game we kinda got a weird feeling henever we saw dogs cos like we think they're like game pieces and all so it was pretty funny! (:

well after that we went to coffee bean to just talk and hang out and all and i think we really had a really good time with one another just catching up and sharing about our lives. cos like, i really found out more about eveyone and just got to understand them better. as in, at the beginning of the year i wasn't even close to them at all so now its like quite a major change la. (: but talking with the cg today just made me super guilty about everything, like how i don't spend enough time with God and how my studies (which is currently sucking btw) always comes before God and i just felt quite... yeah. so we all left just thinking about everything and like who we really live our lives for. like, it shouldn't be for our friends or for ourselves, it really should be living our lives for God. and ultimately your relationship with God is still the most important. and yeah. i think from today i'm really going to try and spend more time with God and just make time for him because its really important. (:

oh gosh. this is such a preachery post. hahaha. but its quite true really. i hope i have a fun holiday though. as in, i'm probably going out at the very most once or twice? with my family? ): i think most probably i'm going to stay at home and mug lor. cos like, my studies sucksucksuckssss right now!

oh yes. i just learnt a new word today! pek chek! apparently it means frustrated in hokkien! hahahaha. COOL HUH.


A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small